great-queen-morrigan

Do you know what have happened to me because of my stupidity, needless to say?

I was working on animation for school. I spend really a lot of time on it, it was almost done. You can imagine how I was looking forward to show off with it Both me and professor thought the result is quite good...yeah. Your guess is correct! I lost it! I for some reason didn't thought I should download my files. So, last Friday some accident happened and we all, except two girls, lost everything. How lovely. I'm not alone, at least. Feeble comfort. We were told server collapsed again. Actually that's happening on regular basis twice per week (damn Microsoft). But nothing got lost before. Besides I don't understand how server can effect something on disc, really. Seems like nonsense to me. Guess, professor don't know much about this issue. After all it doesn't matter since it can't change results Than I'm going to learn from my mistake next time.

It's snowing here! How beautiful! Lovely white snow! I love snow! I have nice wiev on gardens from my windows. Pity it wasn't during Christmas. Nothing less romantic than boring, gray, sad, rainy Christmas.

And have I told you my mom likes Darth Maul? I found it two weeks agoIt surprised me.


Anyway, time for tagg Of course i didn't forget it!

I was tagged by Hi dear


1. How did you come to DA?
Long story.I draw some BDSM Darth Maul for my friend and was unsure about his tattoos, so i searched for references and found out most of pics I googled out are from DA. I begun considering joining. It took me couple of months cause I dislike social networks. But I found myself browsing DA more and more frequently, so i finally joined. I should done it earlier!

2. Are you afraid of robots taking over the humanity?
Not yet. We don't have technology for it in my opinion.
I think artificial intelligence is just very very complicated program thus prone to bugs and errors. There's possibility they would stop working on their own after some time as Windows tends to do.

3. And of zomboapocalypse?  
Not much They aren't known for their intelligence and swiftness. I like shooting and could pull a trigger as frequently as I would please. I would cope with is somehow. But life would be less comfortable for me. That would be problem.
Haha, I have fought nearly everything in my RPG dreamsSo I have some experiences

4. What is your favourite art tool? Not just a type, but a mark and some characteristics.
Tempera by Umton. Pigments mixed with tragant. They looks dull at first sight but that's huege mistake.
Coloured pencils triocolour by Koh-I-Noor
Soft, very soft pencils by Koh-I-Noor, 6B and 1.
Lotring ink
Technic pens by Centropen

5. Which of finished video game series you would like to see continued?
Not sure. I have different problem! Blizzard should stop making new and new WoW datadisks.

6. Favourite cartoon of your childhood?
Wolf and Hare, Tom and Jerry, Clever Fox ( Czech cartoon by painter Josef Lada )

7. What do you think about black humor?
I personally like it, but I would be cautious. It can be unproperal in some situation and not everybody like it.

8. Do you think the marriage is preferred for loving couple? Whatever the answer is - why?
Depends on couple and each person. I saw many ppl change for worse after marriage so I'm cautious. Besides I'm little bitter and skeptic if it comes to marriages cause of my father. May be I will wed someday. But not soon I'm afraid. I'm not right person for it. It would make both me and my partner unhappy or crazy.

9. What languages do you speak?
Just Czech and English. Couple of Italian words cause they are similar to Latin. Than understand languages similar to Czech. Polish and Slovak.

10. What dream of your childhood is now real?
Now I can paint and draw trees as they really looks like
...and I don't have egzem and my alergies on nearly everything aren't bothering me anymore. But that wasn¨t my dream. cause I took these things as they were.


Huh...I'm going to thing about questions I should ask


I hope you are well!



Bye Mo

Do you know what have happened to me because of my stupidity, needless to say?

I was working on animation for school. I spend really a lot of time on it, it was almost done. You can imaine how I was looking forward to show off with it Both me and proffessor thought the result is quite good...yeah. Your guess is correct! I lost it! I for some reason didn't thought I shoul download my files. So, last Friday some accident happened and we all, except two girls, lost everything. How lovely. I'm not alone, at least. Feeble comfort. We were told serwer collapsed again. Actually that's happening on regular basis twice per week (damn Microsoft). But nothing got lost before. Besides I don't understand how serwer can effect something on disc, really. Seems like nonsence to me. Guess, proffesor don't know much about this issue. After all it doesn't matter since it can't change results Than I'm going to learn from my mistake next time.

It's snowing here! How beautiful! Lovely white snow! I love snow! I have nice wiev on gardens from my windows. Pity it wasn't during Christmas. Nothing less romantic than boring, gray, sad, rainy Christmas.

And have I told you my mom likes Darth Maul? I found it two weeks agoIt surprised me.


Anyway, time for tagg Of course i didn't forget it!

I was tagged by Hi dear
1. How did you come to DA?
Long story.I draw some BDSM Darth Maul for my friend and was unsure about his tattoes, so i searched for references and found out most of pics I googled out are from DA. I begun considering joining. It took me couple of months cause I dislike social networks. But I found myself browsing DA more and more frequently, so i finaly joined. I should done it earlier!

2. Are you afraid of robots taking over the humanity?
Not yet. We don't have technology for it in my opinion.
I think artifical inteligence is just very very complicated program thus prone to bugs and errors. There's possibility they would stop working on their own after some time as Windows tends to do.

3. And of zomboapocalypse?  
Not much They aren't knowen for their inteligence and swiftness. I like shoting and could pull a trigger as frequently as I would please. I would cope with is somehow. But life would be less comfortable for me. That would be problem.

4. What is your favourite art tool? Not just a type, but a mark and some characteristics.
Tempera by Umton. Pigments mixed with tragant.
Coloured pencils triocolour by Koh-I-Noor
Soft, very soft pencils by Koh-I-Noor
Lotring ink

5. Which of finished video game series you would like to see continued?
Not sure. I have different problem! Blizzard should stop making new and new WoW datadisks.

6. Favourite cartoon of your childhood?
Wolf and Hare, Tom and Jerry, Clever Fox ( Czech cartoon )

7. What do you think about black humor?
I personaly like it, but I would be cautious. It can be unproperal in some situation and not everybody like it.

8. Do you think the marriage is preferred for loving couple? Whatever the answer is - why?
Depands on couple and each person. I saw many ppl change for worse after marriage so I'm cautious. besides I'm not right kind of person for  this...
9. What languages do you speak?
Just Czech and English. But I understand some languages similar to czech.
10. What dream of your childhood is now real?
Now I can paint and draw trees as they really looks like

I would like to thank you all for these new comments, faves and watchs you made during the months of my inactivity! It's heart-warming to know you"re still visiting my profile and gallery despite I'm not as active as I used to be and would like to be. Really, it makes me happy. Most of traditional artists doesnt"t get that much attention.

I'll try to visite your profiles and reply you all, soon. I hate to seem impolite, besides I love feedback But right now I have no clue how to handle it all.

I'm still alive and well, but more busy than ever I'm studying Interior design and goldsmithing simultaneously. The first one is horribly difficult for me and getting on my nerves. But I WANT to learn it. I must be able to do many things in order to earn money. This stupid  financial crisis totally, totally changed my original plans despite they were realistic (it change them twice, actually). Besides, me and bro are beginning cooperating on building websites. What's technically difficult. In addition we are "single players", so cooperation itself is complicated task.
Many things are happening in my life - some good, some bad, some just...new. I myself not sure what will happen next month, next half of a year. I'm not in mood for writing in detail.

I have to say, not exactly lovely things are happening to people in my real life. Rather on contrary. It's not encouraging at all. I prefer hearing someone is lucky, one"s planes went out greatly etc.
Did something nice happen to you? Want to share?

Sniff...art...I have no time for painting and when I have free-time I feel to drained to paint. To do anything. I must change it somehow. It's getting on my nerves. What's the worst, I lost my confidence. I'm thinking about every single line now. It's so frustrating and slowing me down.


So, these are news about me


Good night, evening, morning - depends on when you are reading.





Mo

I'm pissed off...Hmmm, no.Anger wasn't the first emotion I felt.It's caused by something another.I'll get to this point later, it would be more accurate to say I'm uneasy or rather panicked, slightly. Not just slightly, in fact.

I have phobia of dentists. And I'm feeling like idiot because of it.Yes, it's well knowen I'm afraid of fire, but it's no phobia.I'm able to deal with it without problems. This dentist issue is real phobia. Totally irational, needles to say. And it's worseing and worseing to the point I'm hardly able to talk about it, because it's difficult to face it in any way for me. It also resulted in fear of dental carieses or drilling teeth, more exactly. It happened just once in my whole life, but it increased my fear a lot. Everybody claimed it's not painful what appeared to be nonsence.It hurt as if I bit metal, that's kind of pain which is the worse for me,I simply can't take this kind of pain at all. Dunno why. I felt much more intense pain which didn't take me out of composure.
So...I'm afraid of my fear nowmore than anything real.

You can imagine I don't visit dentist very regulary.I wasn't there one year now.
Do you know what happened this evening? My father got caring mood because of some mysterious reason. He started ranting like: "You should turn lights on when you are sitting in front of screen, it's not good for eyes...Have you been to dentist's atc..." Damn, I'm not 5! Why he cares so suddenly?! Unfortunately, i had to tell him, I'm frightened of going there. That's the very last thing I would like to tell him. especially him!
He sayed he's calling dentist and going there with me.It wasn't offering, it was statement! Again, damn...Am I 5??? He caught me totally off guard. I wasn't able oppose in current state of my mind. You can imagine. I don't want him there.I must call dentist tomorrow.Earlier than father to avoid his presence. Arghhhh!


He is the last person I would like there with me. He has poisonous tongue...he doesn't miss any opportunity for maligning my mom and brother before me...maligning mom, me and bro in front of granny...malign me in front of my bro atc...Damn, damn, damn...I truly am too old to be used as tool for cerring out unpaid bills between my parents. I don't want to hear it, I realy don't! Parents are doing it during divorce if they have small children but not if they have adult children. I'm so sick, pissed off and...this dentist issue...Grrrrr!!!

So, I wrote you about my problem.I'm surprised, honestly. Thank you for your attention. I'll got courage to pick the phone tomorrow, hopefully. I should have after I made myself to write about my feelings.